Friday, April 26, 2013
I woke up, this morning, a little bummed out. My daughter, grand-daughter, and I, were supposed to have left, this morning, for our trip back home to Texas. I developed a sinus thing, several weeks ago, and have felt lousy all week. I know I have fluid in my ears again, which jacks with my equilibrium, and I've had a headache that could rival any high school drumline. I didn't feel I could, safely, make that long drive, so I canceled it. Besides the sinus issue, I just never really felt "right" about this trip. I don't know why but I have a feeling it was confirmation, for me, that I have grown in my person and in my surroundings. I no longer feel homesick for my native Texas. I no longer prescribe to a certain thought process that I possessed when I lived there. I am a different person, altogether. Don't get me wrong. Texas will always be dear to me and I will always proudly say, I am a native Texan, but something has changed for me and I believe it is a very good change. So, while I would love to visit my family there, I can see the goodness, of not making this trip, at this time.